Life in El Sal can seem a bit unrealistic at times. I spend between $1.20 and $2.00 everyday on lunch. Everyday I get the same thing. Rice, Avocado, and Tortilla + coca lite. The mood of the lady who checks me out determines the cost. I think it is because I get such an abstract order that she cant remember how much everything costs! For breakfast I spend $.40 on a cafe sin leche. For breakfast...nothing. For Dinner...typically pasta with olive oil. Total for the day....I'd definitely say less than $5.00. But this is a fantasy world and when I get home my true POST-JD life will be waiting for me. When I come home for instance I will have to find a home to rent. A single girl and all I want is a nice home with a backyard to plant some flowers in where my kitties can roam around....price=650/mo+bills (or more). Price of cats....$40/mo (if not more and if I starve the poor babies). Then I have to pay car insurance....never paid that before so I have no clue...50/mo? Cellphone bill=40/mo. Student loans.....no comment....no idea (cant afford em). Health insurance, 90/mo. car lease....no clue haven't bought the car yet (too much). Barbri=too expensive...probably in the thousands. Gasoline=100/mo? Food=starving. Clothes=stealing. Life=over.
This is very dramatic. I haven't been stressed since May. No joke. Not a single bit of stress in my life since May. I am happy and El Sal is proving a stress free life. Maybe I will stay. The real world seems too scary.
Honest: I'm freaking out.
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